Some things to share are not appropriate, but this is relevant:
Leigh was in terrible physical shape, bedridden and definitely the victim of severe neglect. She called 911, a call was made to her brother (local) who called the only consistent Christian friend she had. Vanessa showed up at the ER. Carole was still on the road to Huntsville AL. Leigh was in terrible pain (perforated bowel, therefore excruciating abdominal pain), and told Vanessa "I did not want to die there. I am not ready to die, but I don't think I am going to make it thru this surgery. I know you believe. I am going to die. I just want to be happy. Will you pray for me?" Her friend said "no," (that got her attention!), but I will pray and you can pray along with me. That is what you need, Leigh. I will pray and you can just follow along with me. Is that ok?"
So, Vanessa prayed that God would assure her of his ability to forgive, re-create Leigh, and make her safe. Leigh followed along, repeating the words, very full of fear.
So, am I pronouncing anything? No. Only God knows what went on there.
When Carole got there, it was post surgery and she was on a ventilator, and unresponsive. Her body systems began shutting down a few hours later, and they extubated (removed the ventilator tube) about 1.30 a.m. Carole held her hand, and she and Vanessa prayed aloud over her, quoted scripture, and stroked her gently. Carole said "you are leaving, Leigh, run to Jesus." I hope she did.
I am reminded of how I plan for a trip, vs Carole. She gets her stuff ready, planned, lists of items to do and take, and has bags packed the day before. The last time I went out of the country, the flight left at 6.30, and at 1 a.m., I was throwing clothes in a bag and looking for my passport. God was merciful and allowed me to make a successful trip..... but I don't want to exit this life in that kind of panic, unsure of whether I am prepared or not. One of the most terrifying and sad items was her plaintive "I am not ready to die...." and it was staring her in the face. Carole is hopeful that God had mercy. I am hopeful too. I am also convinced that I do not want to exit life this way.
It is a tough time for us. Thanks for the comments and prayers.
