So today I finished the fifth time reading thru the New Testament this year. Did I miss some days? Yes. Absolutely. That is not the point, though. Let me tell you what it has done for me.
1) I am more aware that this whole thing about the Christian life is NOT about meeting goals, getting rid of idols, living virtuously, "loving people" or other worthy pursuits. Those are the effects, not the root. The root is that I am more aware of the fact that God is a companion, who AMAZINGLY is interested in the most mundane, meaningless, routine, obnoxious, boring, repetitive, tasks, and wishes me to share them with him, and turn them into times of worship. Cleaning up a 91 year old's gob of sputum changes from a disgusting act to "YOU have called me to do this, and I can do it with you, in joy" I cannot tell you what a transformation that is.
2) I get up, go to the front porch, sit there as the sun is rising, and am just "aware" of the presence of the mighty Creator, who gives life, happiness, goodness... and it just shamelessly exudes from His majestic being as he keeps the planets in course, causes the animals to awake, and gives life to us all. It "sets the tone" for my day.
3) I am not as much of an asshole to those around me. This is the most startling thing. I can "let things go"... and believe me-in my house there are so many things to "let go" that I don't think most of you would believe it. The point, though, is not the load, but how the Spirit of God in His word has changed the way I evaluate the load. I am still impatient, arrogant, selfish, manipulative, and astoundingly self righteous (I giggle when I say this, it is so phenomenally stupid), but am able to just shut up, not argue back, not justify self, and let God take care of whether I or a family member is "more righteous" in all this. He will sort it all out, and there is great peace in that.
4) I am seeing more and more that my proper place is "I too am a man under authority, with servants under me. I say to this one 'GO' and he goes, and to another one 'do this' and he does it." Most of my life has been mapping out what I wish to do and then trying to wheedle God into "blessing" it (or worse, becoming enraged that He frustrates it). I am starting to find -in the most rudimentary beginning way- that real happiness comes from simply saying "I am yours to do what you wish" and not bucking when I am not the prominent one or the one on whom attention if focused.
These are the things that the word of God in my life has begun..... and it is like the old saw "You might look at me and not be real impressed with me, but you ought to see what I WAS like!! Then you would be astounded at the change."
I plan to read thru the NT 7 more times this year. My prayer is that all of us in here would be so happy at the end of the year as each of us can say in his own way, from his own goals/schedule "come see what God has done."