I haven't been as active lately trying to live life. I need to say you guys here have been very supportive on line and in private during some trying times in my life such as the passing of my wife, my stroke and my recent pancreatic cancer issues. Well once again I need to ask for prayers for my Daughter, Son-in-law and grandchildren who have been living with me and caring for me while we endured all this. After 18 months of surgeries, chemo, radiation, tests and follow-ups we're entering a new chapter. I started Hospice at Home two days ago. My daughter and son-in-law realize what this will entail as they helped me care for my wife as she was cared for under Hospice at home when she passed. I'm not giving up I am saying I'm going out standing up, no longer feeling sickly, in pain and tired all the damn time. Cancer has had enough of my time and what time is left is mine to control now.